Its funny how someone can completely forget about you and not give a fuck in a matter of three days
ugh i just feel garbagey. im so stressed… maybe its that time of the month + the weather but i sure as hell feel like never waking up ever again. fuckin a…
i feel like everyone is leaving me out of things lately. im just idk.
it was nice having my teacher come and watch me read. i felt… idk… it was like having a dad there. it was really nice.
no one is ever sympathetic to the things going on in my life or how i feel. and i wonder why im such a bundle of insecurity and sadness and emotional distress? like fuckin a. one minute im someone’s closest friend and the next im chopped liver. i dont know what im going to do.
its like i have to have someone die just to get people to be there to listen to me.
on top of it all im never taken seriously, no one seems to think im capable of doing anything or taking care of stuff or just about anything. im just some stupid slapstick moron. im the patrick star of everyone’s lives. i just cant do anything right…
im just annoyed… im never worth anything. its hard being me, guys. its hard and nobody understands.
the worst thing ever is when your friend feels really shitty but you feel too shitty yourself to comfort them
i don’t want to be all “oh i’m so ugly and so fat and everyone hates me and i’m so untalented” because it’s like i’m fishing for compliments or something and i don’t want to do that?? but that’s just how i feel sometimes and like it’s dumb that you can’t have opinions on yourself without other people telling you to shut up like sorry this is how i feel
liking someone who is already in a relationship
i hate having crushes because it makes me go from sassy independent beyonce to annoying clingy taylor swift in approximately two situations of direct eye contact